I’m a simple girl with a complex mind and a stubborn heart; but that’s not in my control.. Speaking my mind is a given. Stronger than you think. Deeper than you know. If you think you’ve got me hooked think again. I’ve been screwed over my entire life; so I’m used to getting hurt; nothing you can do will surprise me; I’m simply not who I seem. I hold lies, cheaters, heartache, stress, and hurt in my heart, its called my past; I’ve hidden the ugly truth of my life behind these walls I’ve built around me, because I thought it would keep me safe and be there as a reminder, but I understand now that it’s extra baggage that is wearing me down, but I can’t seem to let it go for the fear of it catching up to me and repeating itself. As of right now I’m completely lost in the present because I hate looking back but I’m terrified of moving forward.