"If you're gonna do it, do it right."

"If it doesn't break you, it will shape you,
If it doesn't break you, it will make you."

"Nothing Gold can stay."
The son of A Preacher man. Came into this world, very early and sudden. I was not "fully cooked" so I did not cry, and I was rushed off to have needles stuck in me, and placed into an Incubator in hopes that the hole in my lung would close up on it's own. Operation was too risky on such a small thing. Needless to say, I didn't bond with my mother, as they say one does. And as the story goes, they left me alone, and for whatever reason, I was meant to be here, as I had the ability to heal ... by whatever it was, just a different place to finish cooking.... other than my moms stomach. My brother set the house on fire the day I came home from the hospital. That sets the tone for what I was to face. Being that my mother was a super perfectionist, my brother the mommas boy "FIRST BORN MALE", and my dad the minister, what would become the baby or the family?? Black Sheep? Close but no cigar, Scape Goat. The foundation explains much to do with why I can see all sides bef