I wanna becom Physically and mentally passable. Not like most the shitty CD and sissys I see on line. I mean perfect hair, make up, jewellery outfits and shoes. A waste cinched and Some sort of Fasting, exercise and diet to slim down. I want a skinny white and a round juicy bum. I get so horny when I think about this. I'd love to just spend a while somewhere with someone bigger taller and stronger than me. Someone who could discipline me. Dress me up and mold me. Make me work out and eat like a girl. Dont feed much me till I'm skinny, then fill me full of carbs and calories to make my bum plump. But I dunno what to do. Lot of upper body cardio? Then squats and lunges I guess. Or even that Brazilian booty trainer. Sorry I'm rambling I'm kinda drunk and horny. I've never met anyone to do this with. I want to be emasculated, feminized, and sissified. But secretly at first. I'd be down maybe over time to go out in character. But we'll see. I've never been in a threesome or tag teamed either. I've fantasized about it for a long time.
Basically my fantasy is two straight guys are stranded or whatever. No one else or maybe just no girls around. The alpha male is tired of jerking off and is tired of uncontrollable horniness. being physically larger stronger and more masculine becomes enraged and finally loses it. He gives the smaller boy a choice to follow his direction or get dominated and humiliated. Whether he likes it or not. The smaller boy is trained and developes an alter ego. Changing his body type. Mastering the outfit and body language. Becoming 2 different people if u know what I mean. The smaller boy still functions outwardly as himself. But when playing house with daddy he becomes a skinny slutty tight college bimbo passable as fuck. I've been with a couple guys strictly bottom. But I date girls and seem pretty straight. I dated a Stripper and burlesque dancer. I used to dress up in their clothes when they weren't home. Nair hair removal my whole body. Put make up on, earnings and eyelashes. I've always wanted to try fake nails too. But I only got to fool around with one guy while I was dressed but it's never worked out right. I need to find someone who can dominate me masculine to feminine. Someone who wants to make a hot slut and fuck. I want to be able to take it like a girl. In my mind knowing I'm a boy but I've been substituted by a real man and forced to be a "girl"

Need someone to dress me and tell me to act girly. Make me skinnier and fatten my ass up. Willing to live in wherever is right. I want to choke on cock and get creampied.